When something bad happens… Sometimes it’s a good thing for you.
Tonight is the first of many nights that I am feeling awake in all mental faculties that I possess.
You must be clean and not smell like piss.
I cannot see a blurred vision of the future. I know what needs to happen.
Food smells so good… ALL FOOD.
I type into the brisk night air. I don’t think of you. In fact, I WANT to not think of you…
Tonight I cannot feel sadness or anger. Why can’t I be like this all the time?
I don’t smile. I just stare in a content fashion.