Waiting

I wait for you to open up. I wait for you to grow. I wait for you to read. I wait for you to study. I wait for you to have time. I wait for you until I can no longer take it anymore. I wait for you to tell me that I don’t matter and that you have someone else who waits for you instead. I wait for you to change your mind. I wait until I no longer can see that as a possibility. I wait to leave my hometown. I wait to have a new life and job. I wait until I can finish waiting, but I can’t. I wait for you to treat me like I ever mattered. I wait for you to say something about the waiting that I do. I wait for you to be gone from my mind, my soul, my heart. I wait for the agony to subside. I wait until the day I no longer look at my failure of a person who can just move on. I wait for someone new. I wait until I can forget waiting for you. It doesn’t work. I am still waiting… ….

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